Monday, May 27, 2013

Day 5.

Dear boy,

It's 5 days ever since i mentioned it. How are you? Hope things have been fine. Read your tweets, remember to take care. Always see a doctor when you're not feeling well. Hurts me to see you suffering. Well days without you are hard to live by but i guess i will slowly get used to it. Often i regret the decision i made, but i guess that's all you ever needed. Its not about what i want, it's about what you need. I never thought that by sacrificing all you ever had for someone really meant changing myself to you. I guess love is really blind.. It makes you do things you never thought you would. Like sacrificing my night to sleep to bake your favourite oreo cheesecake. Or sacrificing all my angpao money used for my own shopping for our 6 monthsary present. It's been hard, knowing that i now have no one to depend on, no one to talk to, no one to comfort me in my saddest point of life.I hope you're doing fine, that's all i ever wish for. That you'll be happy, safe and enjoying what's to come. Take care and know that i'll always be here for you. I love you.

xx

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