Lost.

What happens when someone you loved so much leaves you.
What happens when someone you cared the most pushed you away.
What happens when someone you loved the most never wanted to meet/talk to you again.
What happens when someone you loved the most gave you the most broken promises.
What happens when someone you thought cared for you left you alone in difficult times.
What happens when someone who gave you direction in life left you.
What happens when someone who once brought you laughter and smiles suddenly changed 360.
What happens when someone stopped caring.

I guess this is what happens. It leaves you heart broken. Cuts deep into your heart. You feel like you're about to die but no you're not going to. It leaves you to cry alone at night, where your pillow suddenly becomes your best friend. It leaves you with this emptiness in your heart because you know you're never gonna find someone like them. It just leaves you with an open wound and someone just pours salt on it.

I lost it. I lost myself. I lost my motivation. I lost everything, and most importantly, I lost someone I once loved so dearly.

x.