8th.

Hey there, happy 8th. Let me be the last person you quit on. The feeling's isn't really pleasant but I hope you find a girl that you really love & never give up on. Then that girl will be one lucky ass. Yes we've been through many ups and downs, but the most saddening part is that you didn't give me a chance. And that even though we've been through so much, you're gonna throw in the towel. Yes I may be stupid, stupid for waiting. But if I really want something, I will wait. But now, it's different. You know when they say if you love a person, you don't have to be with them. As long as you see them happy, you will be happy too. Now I finally understand how it feels. Don't think I'm not hurting when I wish you all the best, because it actually hurts me deep down because I've loved you more than anything. And if by letting go, you would be happier, I would do it. It's not gonna be easy & I don't think I'll trust anymore guys with my heart, but I will get over this someday. I just wish you all the happiness & I'll just leave. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you. I hope you find someone good enough for you. :)

"well you know it's gonna hurt. But deep down you still hope it comes back. Deep down you still don't mind. That love." Yeah I don't mind, and I'm hurting like crazy. But I guess that's what love does to you. Screws you up.

xx