Thoughts

So much thoughts flashed through my mind just now. There were so many things that I wanted to do, but I didn't dare to. There were so many times I wanted to tell you how lucky I was to have you by my side. But I didn't dare to. Now, I don't even have the chance to.

People do change. But I just changed so that I could get more attention and care from someone I really love. I just wanted to spend more time with the person I loved so much. I changed, because I didn't feel that i was good enough. I changed, so that I hope you could love me more. There were so many times I wish i was that frisbee. The one that motivates you, the one that you spend so much time with. The one you could risk getting injured for. The one that drives your passion. The one that's your priority. But no, I can never take that place. I know where I stand. And right now, I'm in no position. Not even the last. Ha. Ha.

You're really a joke belle, you caused all these shit and now you're the one regretting?!?!? Friggin stupid woman I swear.

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On a side note, I finally finished my POM CA. Ok now back to my thoughts.

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